As she sat there, trying to control her breathing, so that her body could relax, she let her mind wonder dangerously close to things she knew she should rather not think of.
Having always lived by strong mottos about determination and perseverance like "True love endures..." and "Love never fails" she found it difficult to accept the fact that some things need to fail so that other, better, things could happen...
Her life to this point had been full of dreams of change and plans for the future, and although she knew that one cannot plan so far ahead she found herself at a cross roads which she had never even dreamt of. She had very difficult choices to make and had to tread carefully just incase her future involved the decisions she was about to make...
Finally after wounding herself with all the things she was not able to face just yet she let out a river of tears from her eyes and sang along to the songs that played in her head... she cried and prayed and tried to convince herself it was still a while before she needed to take action... but in her heart she knew that that day was closer than she could ever pretend...
No comments:
Post a Comment